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scifigrl0 ([personal profile] scifigrl0) wrote2009-02-05 04:41 am
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A Love Never Thought , betaed by suerum

 Title: A love never thought
Chapters: 1
Author: [livejournal.com profile] scifigrl0 
Genre: Romance
Ratings: K+
Pairings/Characters: JaSpin.
Comments: GH and anything to do with it is not mine.


 

A Love Never Thought

As Jason stood there watching Spinelli sleep he could not help but think of how he got here. Years ago, when Lulu stood at his door with the spazzy computer whiz asking him to take the kid in , he never for a second  thought that one day the kid would become one of the most important people in his life. At first he could hardly stand the geek.  The day he discovered Spinelli using drugs in his house was almost the end of his stay.

Yet, as time passed and the kid stood by him though all the crazy thing life threw at them he began to respect and even like the hacker. When Jason found out that Elizabeth was carrying his baby, fearful of what his closest friends would say, he told no one. When Spinelli learned about the baby he was surprised at how strongly the kid had felt about him giving the child up. Even though Spinelli did not agree with him, he respected his decision and told no one. He even held his peace when Sonny attempted to coerce the information from him.

Spinelli was there through his break up with Sam, even though he had pushed him to tell her the truth from the start.  He had also encouraged Jason to try making a family with Elizabeth.  Yet, he never expected to feel what he did when he saw Spinelli holding his son for the first time.  It was only overshadowed by how he felt holding Jake himself and by seeing Elizabeth holding Jake.

More time passed and Spinelli stayed sleeping in the pink room while becoming his friend.  He stayed through Jason’s attempt at a relationship with Elizabeth and the downward spiral of his friendship with Sonny. Through the death and danger that was Jason’s life, Spinelli remained steadfast.  It turned out that without his realizing it-the kid had become his best friend.  Jason could hardly remember a time that Spinelli was not there.

Over the years he watched as the kid fell for girl after girl only to always be placed in the thankless role of a guy friend. Somehow the kid seemed to think that Jason had all the magic answers about to how to get a girl. Still, Jason never stopped to think about why he was always glad when nothing happened, leaving Spinelli more time to be at his beck and call.

Then one day as he was pulling away from their building there was a sudden explosion. His heart stopped for almost an entire minute. He looked up to see a ragged hole in place of their apartment. For a brief moment he could not even recall if Spinelli had been at home.  Then he almost threw up when he remembered that Spinelli had been on his way up when Jason was leaving.

The next thing Jason could remember was being at the hospital and watching Spinelli lying in a hospital bed, Spinelli was so still and pale that it terrified him. That’s when everything changed because for the first time instead of wanting to push the person he loved away to keep him safe, all he could think about doing was pulling him close and not letting anything or anyone near his Spinelli. So, now here Jason is standing watching Spinelli sleep in their bed in their new home, and he can not help but think that this was one thing he never saw coming that day all those years ago.

 

[identity profile] csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com 2009-02-06 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
First of all: YAY! JaSpin fan! Welcome!!! Always in need of more of us.

Second of all: Ooh, I certainly like this ficcage. :D Especialli terms like 'his Spinelli'.

[identity profile] scifigrl0.livejournal.com 2009-02-06 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
thank you.I might try to write Spinelli's side of this story. And maybe what happened between the explosion and Jason watching him, meaning the story of how they got together.

[identity profile] csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com 2009-02-08 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
i'd like to read that, too. :3

[identity profile] cynical-sweater.livejournal.com 2009-02-07 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. So much emotion packed into so few paragraphs. I really like this, and I'd like to see Spinelli's perspective on the evolution of their relationship.
Very nice, and welcome to the comm. :]

[identity profile] scifigrl0.livejournal.com 2009-02-07 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
thank you